I'm a student who is studying in the graduate school as well as mother of 2. I have to be strong more than normal mother and more than normal student.
Sometimes I think that why I need to sleep at 1-2 am and wake up 5 or 6 in the morning everyday. For what? Why I have to rush lab and try to finish experiment before my kids come from school. Why I have to run between lab and home twice for cook lunch and dinner for my kids before my next reactor cycle starts.Why I have to clean home, wash dishes, go shopping and do laundry along my writing assignments and preparing presentations?
But I believe that I will see my result of my work and effort in one day. In that time, my kids, my family and my friends would be proud of me.
Sorry my dear readers, nowadays I'm suffering from stress of midterm defense which will be in next week. That's why I'm seeking a way to release my stress such as writing this kind of crazy post or drinking 6-8 cup of coffee per day. Hope recover soon.